so... for those of you playing our home game it looks lke the score is a bit lopsided. (home team losing, of course.) it has been this way for some time now. but what if i finally decided to level the playing field? would that maybe even the score a bit? i contemplate this thought in the silence of my room. would this fall upon deaf ears? just get lost in the mix of the hundreds of thousands of blogs already online? or would someone actually give the time of day to read this and disect it? understand it as fully as they can. that seems an awful lot of questions for such a short time. and i'm sure if you're just tuning in you might not be sure what i'm talking about. well, lets clear things up a bit.
in the grand scheme of things, i don't like to let people know who i am. frankly, they don't ever seem to care. this isn't a "poor pity me" cry for help, just a realization that i've come to through years of actually paying attention to those around me. as i said in an earlier post, i just don't lke talking about myself. its that simple, really. but what if i opened the floodgates and start letting people in on what i'm thinking and feling? souldi do it all at once, like ripping a bandage off? or should i spread it out and let every word sink in on its own? well...
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