are you ready??

as i've been counting down, the truth shall be revealed in just a few days. but what is "the truth"?? could it be one thing i've never told anyone that i've been hiding all these years? or just something i need to get off my chest? but how about this: what if it's several truths? lets be honest, i know quite a few people and of all of them they cannot possibly know what i know or wha i feel about them. maybe this whole "truth" thin is to get everything out in the open. maybe its mulitple truths. that being said, what could your truth from me be? think about it, long and hard. maybe i know one of your secrets and i want you to know that. maybe its how i truely feel about you. let me know what you think. to be honest, though, i dont think anyone even pays attention here. hmm....

let me tell you something...

when it comes down to it, i am pretty shy. M, i'm not sure if you'll ever read this, but if you do i want you to know something. I do like you, i like you alot actually. I know we are from two totally different backgrounds but for some reason i feel comfortable around you. It just feels natural. I'm assuming you dont feel quite the same way though. I think i've figured out something about you that took me a while to put my finger on. And if you do read this, ask me what it is. The thing about it, i don't want to rush into something. I've done that before and it hasn't turned out well, to say the least. I enjoy our time together and hope that someday soon we get to spend more than one day together...